Jackass

When there is nothing going on in my life I tend to get obsessed with a TV or movie life. I obsess over one show and revolve around it like it's my life and I know the people personally. Lately I've been obsessed with Jackass mainly because it's funny and the two main people look like the guy I like and his friend. I love the people and it effects my mood. One of the stars died tragically and I've been watching videos of the reaction of the cast and crew. I find myself getting depressed thinking that I have lost a friend. Something about a tragedy is so thrilling and, I hate to say it; wonderful, that brings people together. When talking to anybody or just being around people, I love talking about the shows, movies, and people and if I'm not, I'm constantly trying to think of ways to bring it up so I can talk about it more. It's become my life. I know I should stop obsessively watching the movies over and over again and detach myself but I don't really want to